Colin's Blog: Wow i have been totally slacking

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Wow i have been totally slacking

Wow i have not been updating my blog. I suck. I have just been enjoying my time off, getting the home studio finished here, getting ready for christmas, talking to friends. Sometime i have to stop and realize how lucky i am. I have a great family, and friends that i would take a bullet for. I get to play music almost ever weekend with my two brothers. But i tell you , i sure am lonely. I need to find me a good woman to share my life with. Every time i think i might have found a prospect something happens and it desolves. I will share my dreams with you tonight. I have two dreams in life. One, to make a living do what i love, playing music. Two, to be a great husband and father. If I get one of those dreams i'm a lucky man. If I could get both i would win the lottery. There is the dillema. I am missing the piece to my puzzle. My other half. Now i know im sounding like a pussy here but deal with it i'm being open. I know this woman, yes chris i said woman.(chris insists that im gay) exsist out there somewhere. I know it sounds like sappy mushy crap but i still believe in romance. I still beleieve in love. I guess i'm not a quitter. Hell i have been trying to acomplish both dreams for a lifetime and i havent stopped yet. And you know who.... don't you give up either. This is my heart on my sleeve. Night. Happy holidays

p.s. i get to babysit my nieces tommorow, yea!!!!!

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